夜阑犹未寝
October7
辛苦最憐天上月，一夕成環，夕夕都如玦
临江仙
点滴芭蕉心欲碎，声声催忆当初。欲眠还展旧时书。鸳鸯小字，犹记手生疏。
倦眼乍低缃帙乱，重看一半模糊。幽窗冷雨一灯孤。料应情尽，还道有情无？
静数秋天，又误心期到下弦。
还睡，还睡，解到醒来无味
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高中的时候很喜欢纳兰性德。但是今日读来，同样的句子，感觉已经很不一样了。举头看月亮的时候，我突然想，自己欺骗自己真是太大的悲哀。当公主好吗？如果是生活在自己编织的一个童话城堡中，结局只是凄凉。
我又傻，又无知。
痛悔的心，好想大哭一场。
文思枯竭鸟，抑或从未有过。
Today is special, the moon is so round, soft, full of love;the light is spreading all over, it’s the signal of blessing.
Different people may look at it from different perspective. I am not in a mood to be romantic, instead, I tell myself not to be a fool any more. I feel really blue.
乖：你遇到什么不快了，我一直以为你是天使，而不是公主。向前看吧，来电说说
亲爱的妈妈，请在咱家的电脑上先log off,再留言，否则显示的名字by default都是Zihona啊。
I know, I wrote this, just to remind you of another perspective. I don’t know why you feel blue, I hope you’ll get better. May our God be with you, and keep those negative feelings away.
“The LORD will keep your going out and your coming in from this time on and forevermore.”
BTW: I’ve felt blue 6 month ago, and several days ago. Things didn’t go as expected so much.
I told myself, “We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to his purpose.”
Few people knows how hard it was. oooh, I ‘ve even been nurtured a kind of wisdom. In a word “Everything will be ok”
Thanks my brother.
Yes I do believe that everything will be fine in the end. Let’s wait and see God’s work and wisdom.
Thank you for being so considerate.