You are my strength, my Lord.

Words: Charles Wes­ley, 1742.  

Jesus, my Strength, my Hope,
On Thee I cast my care,
With humble confidence look up,
And know Thou hear’st my prayer.
Give me on Thee to wait
Till I can all things do;
On Thee, almighty to create,
Almighty to renew.

I want a sober mind,
A self-renouncing will,
That tramples down and casts behind
The baits of pleasing ill;
A soul inured to pain,
To hardship, grief, and loss,
Bold to take up, firm to sustain
The consecrated cross.

I want a godly fear,
A quick discerning eye
That looks to Thee when sin is near
And sees the tempter fly;
A spirit still prepared
And armed with jealous care,
Forever standing on its guard
And watching unto prayer.

I want a heart to pray,
To pray and never cease,
Never to murmur at Thy stay,
Or wish my sufferings less.
This blessing, above all,
Always to pray, I want,
Out of the deep on Thee to call,
And never, never faint.

I want a true regard,
A single, steady aim,
Unmoved by threat’ning or reward
To Thee and Thy great Name.
A jealous, just concern
For Thine immortal praise;
A pure desire that all may learn
And glorify Thy grace.

I rest upon Thy Word;
The promise is for me;
My comfort and salvation, Lord,
Shall surely come from Thee.
But let me still abide,
Nor from my hope remove,
Till Thou my patient spirit guide
Into Thy perfect love.

徐小平著:考研吉祥三宝

爸爸
哎!
本科毕业就非得考研吗?
对啦!
不考研难道就没有出路吗?
哪有啊!
许多硕士生也相当郁闷啊!
接着读博嘛!
学士硕士博士就是吉祥的一家!
 

妈妈
哎!
病中的儿子何时能够回家?
等考研成了!
考不上难道你就不爱我吗?
去火葬场吧!
李嘉诚也就是小学毕业啊
少跟我废话!
硕士博士烈士就是吉祥的一家!
 

宝贝
啊?
爸爸像太阳照着妈妈!
那妈妈呢?
妈妈像绿叶托着红花!
那我呢?
你是考研无意识的苦瓜!
噢!明白啦!
考研盲从抑郁症就是吉祥如意的一家!
考研盲从抑郁症就是吉祥如意的一家!
 

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Hope is the pillar of me.

Remember, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.

You will get most from what bothers you most.

最近越来越知道了一个词:tough。我一直觉得blog不是一个随便写的地方。不是一个宣泄感情的地方。如果写了什么,最起码应该有点意义吧,没有给别人带来快乐,至少别添堵,添了堵,也应该顺带着希望。

很长时间了,一个人静下来就会觉得好郁闷,就是觉得心累。我反复想为什么我效率低?因为我太追求完美了(这话听上去很找抽)。一项项的任务摆在我面前,我不是马上去做,我得想,想好久,把每一个问题都细化,不到我概念中的完美就不行。但是我又惧怕这种追求完美的过程和时间,所以我就回避。我不会去敷衍任何东西,我的态度,要不就是尽全力去拼,要么就是回避,我绝对不会去糊弄什么。但是那么多的功课,不能回避,我就追求完美,花大把的时间折腾。如此往复。

“守恒”似乎是一个当今大学生经常挂在嘴边的词。rp守恒,云云。我也赶个潮流,折磨守恒。我不知道高三普遍意味着什么,直到我去了清华,我的舍友们付出的努力和艰辛是我的,无数倍,I have to say. 听一些外省市同学讲付出了多大努力承受了多大压力才进的清华,我真是,自惭形秽。而我现在经受的,比高三的不知辛苦多少倍。每当我快要受不了的时候,我就想,人家**当初是怎么拼的,人家***承受的是什么压力。所以我就自嘲,折磨守恒,谁让我当初没受什么苦。该受的苦,逃不掉的。

可是我现在受的苦,和高三那样机械的不一样啊。多元化了,发展了,复杂了,与时俱进了。同样的大学4年,为什么有的毕业生就是不一样?这个过程究竟体现在什么环节?强人都是怎么造就出来的?

看看我自己啊,我真是失望了。我对我自己很失望。这段日子,真是,狗熊钻烟囱——太难过了。真是,我的,低谷,真是,比较难过……

话说回来,把什么都想绝了,也就不怕了。话说回来,blog毕竟不是传染恶劣情绪的地方。我还是要说,生活不易,但是还要怀揣着希望。你瞧人家Andy,愣是能在监狱的墙上钻个洞逃出去。希望啊!希望!

结尾点题,与所有挣扎向上的朋友共勉,虽说不容易,咱尽力吧,结果交上帝。

Remember, hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.