幸福
昨天上火车前,我抬头使劲看了一下香港的天——云朵总是在奔跑着,一小朵儿一小朵儿,疙瘩汤一般。
火车歌唱着向北方开去,尽管它可能在哭泣,而真正歌唱的是我。很快出了香港,仅是离别半年,但仍旧有些许不舍,感谢香港,一个让我成长的地方,一个让我知道自己有多么幸福的地方。Whatever does not destroy me makes me stronger.
清晨一睁眼,看到白色,起初竟有些陌生——白雪覆盖的世界,让我莫名地激动起来,起身,穿衣,跳到窗前,看村庄,池塘,喜鹊窝,各种口号和标语。有的房子和铁路挨得那么近,但是很快就错过,继而远去。两个世界。那么近,那么远。沈从文写过中原地区的云糙到可以揪下一把去蒸窝窝头——边看边琢磨,觉得这比喻太绝了——继而开始想念北京的菜团子……
因为大雪和修路火车晚点了四个钟头。等待是焦灼的——尤其是捧着方便面想着涮羊肉的时候。不过这也是好事儿,一边看着路旁的村落,一边回想刚过去的2006……
风尘仆仆。看到了等待着的父母,归家,幸福——我甚至不敢去仔细琢磨我有多么的幸福。爸爸妈妈太爱我了,而且他们是以一种我最接受的方式来爱我,同时这种爱与被爱的关系也是健康的,即不含蓄到影响了感知,也没有充足到溺爱。感谢主!床下抽屉里永远是用不完的漂亮袜子与内衣;被子总是芳香又柔软;各个角落总是有各种有趣的小玩意;连厕所里也放着我喜欢的蜡烛;妈妈为了我在瑞典的日子准备了好多漂亮的毛衣和披肩;爸爸为我买了充满童趣的小猪自动充电手电筒;冰箱里总是有我爱喝的酸奶;每次回家妈妈都会拿出我最喜欢的印有The Simpson's 的睡衣;每次回家他们都买花摆在家里……我真的是有点儿不敢去细想,因为我怕我承受不住这些细腻的爱,更不知道我能做些什么去回报他们——尽管他们不图我的回报。
于是我就在上帝面前为我家献上祷告吧。感谢主给我这么幸福的家庭,更重要的是,感谢主赐给我一颗感恩的心,无论在何种境遇中都看到幸福的一面。求主在这新的一年带领我们,恩顾我们,愿我们成为主所喜爱的儿女,荣耀他的名!
主,感谢你赐我幸福,感谢你赐我一颗心去感受到这些幸福,也求你赐我能力,也让他人幸福。
我希望我的2007年,
多些感恩,少些抱怨;
多些爱心,少些埋怨;
多些信靠,少些焦虑;
多些智慧,少些骄傲;
多些思考,少些论断;
多些宽容,少些记恨;
……
hi there, ready for ur trip to Europe?
I am looking 4 some helpers for this:
http://www.internationalpen.org.uk/
index.php?pid=33&
aid=502&query=Hong%20Kong
I know u won’t be able to come, but I wonder whether Wang Zi Yan is interested in it. The problem is that I don’t know how to contact him.
I have to hand in the name list of the helpers by noon tmr, so would u plz give me any numbers of him or even ask him for me ASAP?
Looking forward to ur message!
Thx a million~
Thank you very much for your blessings but I have no idea who you are.
I’ve been happy these days with my family thus I seldom surf the internet. Sorry for the late reply.
I’ve informed Ziyan of the info above and I believe he’ll leave a message here very quickly. You could also reach me at zihona@gmail.com.
May the love of Jesus be always with you.
In Him,
Zihona
Sorry that I cannot get through the address. And my email is NeptWang@gmail.com ( if it is still in time ).
It’s still quite hard for us to visit some websites abroad.
ha, it’s me la, yolanda ma, using the YoL just to make it short…
It is Independent Pen Asian Conference, and I have already got enough helpers, including some u guys are familiar with, like Yige and Chenshu, hehe
Anyway, thank u both~!
YoL MJX
That’s cool.
God bless you.